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Created on 2008-01-07 21:43:34 (#14622720), last updated 2009-05-22

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Name:	Jesse
Birthdate:	1989-02-06
Location:	Watertown, New York, United States
Website:	Jesse's Myspace

Bio

~My Name Is Jesse

~I'm 19 Years Old, Turning 20, February 6th.

~I'm a Complicated & Complex Person.

~I'm GAY and I don't hide it. I came out when I was 14 years old and I have no interest in going back in for myself or for anyone else.~~~I'm in between Femmy & Masculine....just some of my mannerisms can be a lil girly, lol.

~AIM and Yahoo IM screen name: charmed20689

~I'm bad at small talk, so if you message me, please be sure to have a point.

~I don't change who I am for anyone except myself. So, if you don't like something about me....that's your issue.

~I'm very open about my thoughts and feelings. I'm also pretty blunt & honest.

~I can't stand liars & people that toy with other people's emotions.

~I'VE MADE A LOT OF BAD CHOICES WHEN I WAS 18. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE HOLD IT OVER MY HEAD. I CAN'T CHANGE WHAT I'VE DONE IN THE PAST, BUT I CAN CHANGE THE NOW. I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT "HOOK UPS" ARE NOT ALL WHAT THEY ARE CRACKED UP TO BE, THEY CAN CHANGE A PERSON IF YOU LET IT & I DID. I BECAME BITTER & COLD AND SLOWLY A GUARD WAS BUILT TO PROTECT MY FEELINGS. THAT'S NOT ME & I HATE THAT IT'S WHAT I'VE BECOME. I'M SLOWLY LETTING MY GUARD DOWN, BUT I'M SCARED THAT I'M GONNA GET HURT.

~My Best Friend Is Cassandra Josey...better known as CJ. I Can Talk To Her About Anything. She Means The World To Me. She's My Soulmate. My Sexless Lover, LOL. Her Girlfriend: Laura Ross...I Consider Her One Of My Closet Friends. She's So Funny & I Love Her To Death.

~My Other 2 Best Friends Are LeeAnne Armstrong & Keith Rogers-Brennan. I Have A Different Connection With Each Of Them Than I Do With CJ. Keith is also gay, so I can talk to him about gay guy stuff, rather than talking with my lesbian friends that think gay sex is gross. With LeeAnne, she is a party girl & I love her for that.

~I try not to get excited or happy about anything. Cuz when I do, something always happens to ruin it for me. It sucks, but I'm used to disappointment.

~I'm not a fan of closet cases or bisexuals. They irritate me for some reason.

*Closet Cases: If you're to afraid to come out of the closet, don't try to be in a relationship with someone, because if you can't accept or love yourself for who you are...there's no way in hell you can truely love someone else.

*Bisexuals: Most of ya'll are just greedy bastards that want sex with everyone, no matter if it's with a guy or girl. For those that just follow your heart & not your anatomy, this doesn't apply to you...because I think you are a true bisexual.

~So, if you are either of those, don't bother messaging me...you're just wasting my time.

~I have a school girl crush on M. Shadows (Lead Singer of Avenged Sevenfold).

~I also have a school girl crush on Amy Lee (Lead Singer of Evanescence).

MY TOP 7 FAVORITES ARE:

1) EVANESCENCE

2) DISTURBED

3) ALANIS MORISSETTE

4) THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS

5) FINGER ELEVEN

6) BREAKING BENJAMIN

7) THREE DAYS GRACE
~~~~~

MY PLAYLIST

Movies

I LOVE MOVIES THAT MAKE ME CRY AND/OR THINK.

~SOLDIER'S GIRL
~SHELTER
~TWILIGHT
~NOAH'S ARC: JUMPING THE BROOM (Haven't seen it yet, but I know I'll love it)
~BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN
~CAMP
~LATTER DAYS
~RENT
~JASON X
~FREDDY VS JASON
~HARRY POTTER 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
~HALLOWEEN 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, H2O, RESURRECTION & (The Rob Zombie REMAKE)
~FINAL DESTINATION 1, 2, 3
~FIRESTARTER 1 & 2
~LOST BOYS 1 & 2
~SAW 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
~JEEPERS CREEPERS 1 & 2
~CHILD'S PLAY 1, 2, 3, Bride of Chucky, Seed of Chucky

Television

~AMERICAN DAD
~ANGEL
~BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER
~CHARMED
~CRISS ANGEL: MINDFREAK
~DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES
~FAMILY GUY
~GOSSIP GIRL
~GREY'S ANATOMY
~NOAH'S ARC
~PRISON BREAK
~PRIVATE PRACTICE
~PUSHING DAISIES
~QUEER AS FOLK
~THE O.C.
~TRU CALLING
~UGLY BETTY
~WILL & GRACE

~MY MOTHER

~MY TWIN BROTHER JAMEE & MY LIL BRO JEREMY

~MY BEST FRIEND & MY SOUL MATE CASSANDRA JOSEY (CJ)

~MY BEST FRIEND LEEANNE

~KEITH ROGERS-BRENNAN